Caught off Guard

Yeah, I won't lie, you caught me off guard. When you made the comment concerning a particular situation, I began to panic. It was real what you said, but I didn't know how to answer. I couldn't just tell you what was really going on in my heart, instead we went on a roller coaster, which caused us both to become emotional. I'm telling you, if you would allow me to show you the real me, I will not let you down. I just need you to understand that I'm not ready for surprises that will catch me off guard. I haven't been this happy in so many years that I almost forgot how to live. I'm not sure what God has planned for either of us, but I know that we can make a great team in anything that we do. It's too much of you in me and too much of me in you. I don't know if you're just as afraid as I am, but as long as we are honest with one another, we will not go wrong. I have to go slow because I'm still tender in a lot of areas. Trust God, not yourself, because we can fail and God can't and won't. Be Blessed and :)